Thursday, April 9, 2009


I have been working on stories but they aren't really coming to me. I need some more inspiration to write. I have one in my head of an old lover but somehow it doesn't feel right today.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

The good neighbor

I can hear my neighbors through the wall of the garage. At first I thought it a fight, but then I realize the passion is not anger but desire. I stand in my own and listen, making out some words between moans as I can tell they both hunger for each other. I wonder what it must feel like blending the cold air and the hot bodies. I am enthralled by the fact they are only inches for me, I can imagine her pressed hard against the drywall just on the other side of where I am now leaning. I wonder if they know I am here, they must have heard when I came home, the door heavily raising and lowering only seconds ago. Her voice drives me wild as she shouts instructions. I can see them in my eyes, but then I think have they heard me. If they were home how could they have missed the other night.

I wondered in they imagined me with someone though I was alone, but part of her was there. I replayed the old phone message she left me one day, sharing her moments of bliss per my request. I listened to her description of what she wanted me to do and imagine her fingers and toys being me, as my own hand became hers in my mind, then her mouth and then her soft lively folds. I remember it drove me to be verbal, the phone filling my ears and my voice filling the room. Did they hear me scream your name as I exploded on the bed, each breath loudly exiting my mouth as I tensed until your final words, I always wait for the good bye at the end. That phone message has been my treasure and every 21 days I push 9 to save again.

But back in the garage I hear the neighbors excitement come to a head, faster and faster breath give way to one long sigh then a knock, bang and silence. I stand there and hear her, softer but still clearly say "Someone should clean the cum off my leg". Funny I was thinking the same thing.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Look at Story

Thought it was time for a story:

It was a long drive to reach you. I walk in drop my bag I am wearing shirt, jacket, tie and black walk up in a silky see-through top and panties. We kiss, and I back you into the wall, my tongue flows into your mouth as our bodies push together, I have one hand squeezing your ass as we merge a little. You can feel how hard I am as my mouth moves over your neck and shoulder and my fingers slide under you to feel your panties already wet. I pick you up and put you on the dining room table. I bend down kiss your stomach and then slide your panties aside as I taste how wet you are as you grab my head and push me into you so my tongue is buried deep inside you. Your wetness allows me to slide a finger into your ass. You whimper and breathe hard and as you get close I stop, stand up and take off my tie. I quickly cover your eyes with it and tie it tight. Taking your hand I lead you to the bed.

I grab something nearby and secure your hands and find a way to fix them over your head as you lay on your back. Then silence. You wriggle not able to see or get free. Suddenly you feel a shock as I drip cold liquid on your stomach then warm liquid I lick each drop taking turns with the different temperatures, moving down your body until you feel a warm drop hit your hot clit followed by a cold one. My tongue is on you again this time harder, more urgent then I lift your legs and in one move I bury my hard cock into you as I tell you how much I have been dying to do this. I stick one finger in your mouth, so you have something to suck as I pound our bodies together. This was not going to be a marathon session I was driven my desire and you sense that.

You arch your back to let me get deeper then slam your body to the bed involuntarily. I am prepared and move your legs over my shoulders so I can feel you orgasm. I can see me slide in and out of you glistening with your juices. I stiffen when you do and I feel you pulse around me as I explode inside you driving us both deep into the mattress. I pull out and move up your body making a trail our juices until I reach your lips and let you taste us together. I then slide next to you and remove the tie so we can look into each others eyes but I am not done I leave you tied up, what you don’t know is I brought some things to play with.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

One more quiz

While I am working on a story I am going to offer one more quiz.

1. What is your favorite color?--Green
2. Who do you admire most?—A friend doing a great thing to change her life
3. Who is your best friend?—hmmm I have several best friends
4. What is your funniest habit?—my feet flop like fish when I am restless in bed
5. What do you dislike/hate?—unearned arrogance
6. What was your favorite dream ever?—I dreamed I was with a particular someone
7. What was your scariest dream ever?—Bubbly Aero dream
8. What famous person would you like to have dinner with?-- What would you talk about?
9. Have you ever dreamed you could fly?—not that I recall
10. What is your favorite smell?—a freshly showered woman
11. What is your favorite song?—What a good boy by the Barenaked Ladies
12. What do you like to do when you’re bored?—Go out and find people
13. What’s your favorite adventure you’ve been on?—A trip to St. Louis
14. What are you most scared of?—being kidnapped
15. If you could live anywhere and bring anyone you want, where would you live?--Manhattan
16. What place are you keen to visit? Far away and nearby.--Australia
17. What are you most proud of?—My ability to reach teens
18. Did/Do you have an imaginary friend?—Yes but I am not sure if my brothers influenced me. His name was Johnny McMilligan and he lived in the large garage behind my house that I later learned was a storage facility for the near-by funeral home.
19. What is your favorite holiday? Why?—Passover, education and food my two favorite things
20. What is your favorite holiday memory?—Drinking very good wine at a party with a dear friend
21. What was the best and worst day of your life?—Best day is too private, worst was the death of my fiancĂ© in 1983.
22. What is your favorite food?—Sushi Least favorite?—Vegetable soup
23. What is your favorite word?--tintinnabulation Least favorite?--cunt
24. How do you express your creativity?—ummm writing
25. Where do you believe we come from before birth?—we are all star stuff
26. Where do you believe we go after death?—the body decays…I don’t really know about anything that lives on
27. What is something that always makes you laugh?—The Soup on E (Cat eating spaghetti)
28. What person always makes you laugh?--Scotty
29. If you could change one thing in the world, what would it be?—Two states in the land of Israel at peace
30. What would be the consequences if you got your wish?—Peace and prosperity for Jews and Palestinians
31. Do you collect or live simply?—Are they mutually exclusive?
32. What drives you crazy?—People who can’t figure out the 4 way stop
33. What makes you smile?--friends
34. What do you know about your heritage?—Not as much as I would like
35. Do you have a favorite story from your family history?—my dad told me a story about sticking up for a weakling against a bully when he was in high school. Always stayed with me.
36. What’s the most shocking thing you ever did?—I would rather not share
37. What would you like to have a “do-over” on?—My first marriage
38. What is your favorite story to tell?—Not sure I have one…maybe my version of Schmuel the Fool.
39. What’s your favorite animal? –Planaria Why?—If you teach one a trick and then grind it up and feed it to another…it knows the trick.
40. What is your favorite season? –winter Why?—it is calming
41. What is your favorite hobby?—reading about politics
42. What is your favorite thing to do on the weekends?—go out with friends
43. What one thing do you want to change in yourself?—I would love to lose a few pounds
44. When did you feel most alone?—at night sometimes
45. When did you feel most happy?—good friends, good wine, good conversation
46. What do you do to cheer yourself up?—call or write a friend
47. With whom would you like to trade places for a day?—Barrack Obama
48. What makes you mad?--Stupidity
49. Do you want to have children?—have one and he is enought
50. What’s your favorite thing you own?—my cell phone
51. What do you wish you could do?—sing
52. What are you afraid of?—lots of small things.
53. What would your dream house be like?—it would have a big kitchen with an island…everything else is just extra
54. Do you believe in angels?—not in the way that most people do
55. Are you ticklish?—Oh MY GOD YES
56. What is your favorite place?—for what? Tickles…none
57. What’s your favorite place in nature?—The St. Lawrence River
58. Which do you like better: hot or cold?--cold
59. What was your favorite Halloween costume?—I went as Sarah Palin
60. What was your favorite thing to do as a kid?—Tinkertoys and imaginative play
61. What is your favorite memory from high school?—being on the championship track team. college?—The day I met Linda grade school?—hanging out with friends
62. What makes you sad?—I am not sure if it is one thing.
63. What does your name mean? –Farmer Why did your parents choose it?—they each had a brother with the name.
64. What are your favorite clothes?--sweats
65. Who is your favorite person to talk to?—Depends on my mood. Why?—because different people have different parts of me
66. What’s your favorite hiding place?—Bar 3
67. What do you want people to remember you for?—My contribution to education
68. What is your most annoying habit (to others)?—I sing for no apparent reason
69. How do you show compassion?—I have several ways…but I do hug a great deal
70. What are you always curious to learn more about?--Everything

71. What do you like to teach?—About Judaism
72. What is your favorite gadget?—Lately my Ipod
73. What do you like to write about?—Have you read the former blog?
74. What is your favorite “bad” thing to do?—Shots
75. What is your favorite movie?—The Godfather
76. Favorite book?--Dune
77. Favorite band? –Genesis
78. Do you like to go camping?—Depends on who with
79. What fascinates you?—Quantum Mechanics
80. What makes you special?—Well some say the bump on my…

Sunday, January 4, 2009


It is funny, I was recently speaking to a lover from over 20 years ago. She was talking to me about how hot we were because we took the time to learn each others likes and dislikes. I remember not knowing her body and explored it concentrating in places more when she reacted favorably. We rarely talked about what we liked or wanted. Probably didn't do certain things because we were to shy to ask. I wonder if it would have been better with words. You see I have to say that the biggest turn on sexually for me is to have a lover that knows what she wants and how to get if from or with me. Whether it is a verbalized request or a movement of our bodies the most spectacular moments in my sexual life is when passion focused by direction. No sloppy grabbing, pinching, pushing, but intentional touching.

Now I can say surprises are great. Doing something spontaneous that is found remarkably pleasurable and unexpected is wonderful. Like my old lover and I can think of one thing that rolls around in my head since that really turns me on. A moment of spontaneity that led to a fabulous orgasm for both of us and yet neither knew we would enjoy it so much.

It is like playing a complex video game. Scrambling around a level finding the hidden items that gives you the power to move on or reading the cheat sheets from the internet. Either way you get what you want, one harder but both satisfying.

So I wonder how hard it is for you who by reading this must have some sexual comfort, how do you mostly communicate. Do you tell, show, or simply react. I wonder in part because as I am slowly moving back to writing stories I want to make them resonant more with my readers by adding some reality.

So my question is to you want your lover to play the game or get a cheap sheet?

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Filling out a form

Age: 43

Sex: Male

Occupation: Educator/Storyteller

Favorite Music: 80s Alternative

Favorite Bands/singers: REM, Elvis Costello, David Bowie

Favorite Food: Asian Fusion

Favorite Past-Time: Hmmmm

Favorite Car: Don't have one

Do You Smoke? Absolutely not

If Yes what brand? None

Ever Done Drugs? I take the 5th

Ever Drink? Yes

Favorite Movie: Godfather

Favorite TV Show: The Soup

Favorite Quote: "Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born"--Anais Nin

Favorite Tree: Sugar Maple

Which Season? Winter

Anywhere in the World? Where would you live? Manhattan

Politics? Thinking Liberal Democrat

Favorite Animal: Monkey

Favorite Pet: I use to have a fish

Favorite Drink? Non Alcoholic - Coffee, Alcoholic - Crafted Beer

Favorite Resteraunt? Today? Flemings

How Many Concerts Have You Seen? No Idea

What do you want for X-Mas? I don't do Christmas. But if I did a smile.

New Years Plans? Everything is up in the air.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

What. Where?

I wonder what the new year will bring. Thinking do I write more stories, do I change the blog to be something else? I like the contact here, I miss my blog friends and I miss making some of you smile with my words. I was thinking that people tell me secrets all the time and there are many blogs that print secrets. Maybe this may be an anonymous place to tell your secrets. We could give each day a different topic.
Sexual, Work related, etc. What do you think?